I’m one of those people who constantly doubts myself. I make decisive actions and don’t regret my choices, but I do doubt my capabilities. Do you do that?
Isn’t that crazy? That I come up short in MY OWN MIND. Me. The one person who should love me the bestest doubts me the mostest! (Yes, not the best words, and yet, I know you get it.)
When I have a pep talk with myself, it sounds like this:
Me: No, I could do better.
Me: Stop. What more do you expect from yourself besides your best?
And yet, who determines that? Who determines my success or failure?
My reviews have been great. I love the positive and negative ones. I’ve had tremendous reviews from both ends of the spectrum and I’m grateful for all of them.
And I have to tell you that… I used to believe that. I used to believe that other people’s standards determined my happiness. Determined my success or failure scale. But I just saw a panel that was being offered in a pretty big class and the author stated that she was making 3 to 4,000 dollars a month – and that is success.
And contrary to what a person in my RWA group said, I started making this BEFORE Bookbub. Although, I did have tremendous success with my BB ad (and I continue to do so because it’s an amazing service). I want to make sure that is clear. (An aside, at the time, her comment really bummed me out. But now I can look back and say, that’s okay. I know she’s coming from a strictly traditional supporting POV and I’m a hybrid.)
I’ve been doing this for so long. I’ve seen the “one hit wonders” pop up and I know secretly that they have worked their butts off and we’re just now hearing about them – they’re making $20k+ a month, or whatever – which is awesome.
But before, I used to focus on what they were making and how I wasn’t measuring up. Now, I compare myself to myself. Where I am now compared to last year and the year before and the year before and the year before – because I’ve been doing this a LONG TIME – and the year before is gradually getting better and better.
That is true success. To me. My continued learning. My continued development. My SELF GROWTH. My level of gratitude.
BECAUSE I’M SO GRATEFUL. IT’S OVERFLOWING. IT’S ALL-CONSUMING. AND I DON’T SAY IT ENOUGH.
You know what? I think my favorite part of this entire job is the people. I meet so many great people. I get to talk with my newsletter recipients (my Survivors) and we have some great discussions.
I get to meet so many people on FB. I’m working toward including Twitter in my relationship building, but I’m focusing mostly on Newsletter and FB because I understand them, the ideal and theory behind them. I can’t wait to start the conferences and meeting people that way.
But to everyone who has a part in this crazy ride of mine, I want you to know you ARE APPRECIATED.
I’m grateful. So grateful.
Thank you. Such simple words which don’t even grasp or convey the depth of my feelings. My emotions that well inside me until I tear up. I’m so grateful.
I’m grateful for you.
Thank you. And I hope you feel a little bit better wherever you are in the journey you’re on, in whatever industry or path you’re following.
Because you’re doing awesome. You’re amazing. And we can’t run someone else’s race. We can only run our own. Alongside each other.
WON’T YOU RUN WITH ME AND SHARE YOUR STORY?
What do you define as success and have you shared your gratitude today?
There’s a lot more going on with goal setting than you think.
Why are goals important?
Because if you have no idea where you’re going or what you want to do, than you have no idea what steps to take to get there.
For instance, what if your goal is to be a doctor? Do you take art history classes and teach basket weaving on your long weekends?
Well, you won’t know what to do, if you don’t make a plan.
- Write down simple steps to take to get to your goal.
- Review it regularly.
- Adjust your steps as needed.
- Once you accomplish those goals – MAKE MORE!
Goals are a sign you’re growing. Don’t stop.
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You’ve been wanting to write that book, haven’t you? You know, that idea that just won’t let go.
Day in and day out, you tell yourself, “Self, it’s going to be today, tonight, tomorrow. I’m going to do this!” But then you sit down and you draw a blank. Facebook looks so good and, oh, that’s right, you have to get that newsletter to your brother’s friend’s cousin’s uncle that you promised him.
Then the time is gone and you’re looking back and sighing.
You have an Indie inside you – an author dying to break free.
Only you can tell the story, my friend.
Well, I’m here to help you.
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You never know what else will come your way soon.
Maybe the incentive and help you’ve been waiting for?
I can guarantee it.